Please stop throwing me curve balls. Stop playing with my happiness. Quit making everything so hard for me. I would really appreciate it. I don't deserve half of the things that I have to go through, or put up with. I really don't see why they happen to me. I HATE this life, I hate everyone and every thing in it. I am not even kidding. I hate going to school because there is so much drama, I hate going to work cause there is so much drama. I hate having friends (besides Red) because all they do is stab me in the back. I hate being insecure. But yet I am. I hate everything, about everyone, I hate everything about my self. and I wish I was prettier, or something so I would not have to go through all the stuff that I go through. It's litterally one heartbreak after another and its not fair.
I try so hard just to get let down and hurt. I try to be everything everyone wants, and IM DONE, I can't do it anymore. I really can't.
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