Sometimes, I really hate being me. It's like no one wants to see me happy. If it's not one thing its another. People are constantly reminding me of horrible things. Can't I just be happy? Can't people just leave me alone?
I hate being judged, and right now that is what everyone is doing. Am I so wrong to think someone might have the ability to actually change? Or am I just making excuses because I don't want to be alone? Maybe it's the right thing, maybe it's not.
My head is just rediculously confused, between my heart and my brain, I really don't know what to do. I really don't want this life for myself anymore. I am tire of being judged, I am tired of people making me feel bad. I WANT TO BE HAPPY.
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