So why you busy tryna fit in IMA STAND OUT. =)

Uh, stuck alone in this wave race
Say I'm living to fast, don't plan on changing my pace
Got one foot on the gas, there's never a need for brakes
Smoke ez-wider's with hash, fu*k bi@ches from out of state
Valet bringing my cars, a waiter to bring me plates
Shrimp and fillet Mignon, we celebrate buying drinks
Wit a couple of broads, my ni&#a's and who got love for me
It's lonely at the top, I'm tired of having company
Uh, so while you busy trying to fit in, Imma stand outAnd view my life through this lens to see how it pan's out
Substitute teacher ass ni%ga^'s, need a handout
Middle finger screaming fuck them ni^*^a's who hated,
I'm money affiliated
Pop another bottle, that chronic smokin degraded
Speculating me landing must of got me mistaken,
I'm speaking as the captain of the plane,
You's a runner on the jet way

[Chorus]
Don't know they hate for
I'm Just gettin my paper
Well maybe they'll love me more when I'm gone
I don't wanna leave, but I need to, it's such a shame...
They gone miss this plane (plane)...
They gone miss this plane (plane)...
They gone miss this plaaane (plaaane)...
They gone miss this plane (plane)...
I try to believe you, I don't wanna leave but I need to..

I love this song, I love what it stands for. My favorite part of this song is when he says && while you busy trying to fit in I am going to stand out. I think more people should follow that instead of trying to be someone that they are not. Following the crowd is not always a good thing. Following the crowds has changed who I am all together. I am nothing like I used to be, and I miss how I was. I was a good kid, did nothing wrong EVER, and school was my main priority. But over all I am proud of what I have become, I don't let people walk over me as much as I used to and I am proud of that. 

When I get accomplish all my goals, EVERYONE will miss this plane. Because I will make something of myself, and EVERYONE that doubted me will get a big HIGH FIVE TO THE FACE !

just saying:)

< 3 BLUE && I

Blue, I don't know how he does it, but somehow, he has me, under his spell. Many people want us to fail, they pray that me and him won't work out, but so far, it has worked out amazingly. I have never been so close to any one ever. He is my bestfriend and I love him. He makes me smile when I am sad, is there with me even through my worst days, and has treated me better than I have ever been treated. I love him, and that's all that matters. This boy and I are not perfect, we are far from it, but he makes me happy and thats all that matters. He is perfect for me, and I am glad I am with him. <3

&& Sisters at heart..

Through all of my bad times and all of my good, she has always been there fore me.. Bestfriends? I'd say more like sisters.. Everytime I am down or am bawling my eyes out, I can count on Red to be by my side. We have had our ups and downs, our fights and arguments. But still we standby each others sides. I will always have this girl's back, and I know she will always have mine. I can honestly say, she is one of the only people I trust or even want to talk to anymore. I ove this girl in a non gay way. She is my bestfriend/sister. Always and forever. :)

Live, Laugh, Love. :)

Live your life day-by-day, don't regret your past, but don't forget it either, use it to make you stronger. Laugh like you never have before, laugh like nothing can make you sad. Love like you never have before, love with all you have, and don't hold back. ♥

Yeah I got flaws, I know i'm not perfect, but all the ups and downs will soon be worth it, when i get there..< 3

Life is like a rollercoaster ride, there are so many ups and downs, so many decisions to make, and so much going on in a short period of time that you go through every emotion you possibly have. In one day you can be really mad, to the point of tears, then smiling as if nothing had happened in the first place. You could be so pissed off that you don't want to be at school any more. You could start a fight and get into a lot of trouble. All the little things are part of life, and even though I don't always know it, or realize it, all these ups and downs WILL be worth it in the end. They help you find out who the real you is, and they help you realize your boundarys. In the end, your flaws, your ups and downs, will all be worth it when you get to where you want to go. All the high days and the low days, all the bad feelings and even the good ones have helped you get to where you are today. <3

Bacon.Asian.Love.Friends.

I LOVE BACON, it is my favorite food, if I could marry bacon I deffinately would :)
Asian, I love it whenever I feel down or sad all I have to do is see Asian and I am all good.
Love, sometimes unpredictible, sometimes heart breaking, but sometimes the most amazing thing in the world, takes me for a rollercoaster ride almost everyday of my life. My friends are one of the best parts of my life I don't know what I would do without Red or Blue.. I love them two. no matter what happens in my day I can always count on them to be there in the end. ♥

School is crazy but today it is amazing. Everyone is so happy and Blue is happy and it is just a perfect day.! I get to stay with blue tonight and it is just awesome, I feel like everything is right today, no fights, no drama, just pure awwesomeness in this little thing called Sam's life. :)

Piggy.

My little sister is one of the best things that has ever entered my life, from the first time I heard her heartbeat, to today, that little girl has had a major effect on my life.. When I was at the hospital with my mom and she went into labor i burst into tears, I couldnt wait to see her. She about made me have a heart attack that day though.. I walked out of the room to go get my grandma after my mom had gone into labor, my grandma and I went to walk back in, we opened the door, and we both about fainted, there was blood every where, and all i could think in my head was OMG MY SISTER :((, I guess when my mom stood up a blood clot had dropped and went all over the floor, and i was jsut so scared. I did not want to lose the one thing that meant so much to me..

Then after that, My little sister turned herself in my moms stomach, so instead of her being head down she was sideways in my moms stomach, the doctor tried to turn her but couldn't so my mom got sent into an emergency c section. I was so scared as I waited in waiting room. 3 hours later my sisters dad came out crying and said, Sam you have a beautiful baby sister.

When I was holding her for the first time I started crying, I waited for 9 long months for this little girl. I held her for so long. I love that little girl more than anything in this world. I would do anything for her. I would give my own life just to save hers.

That day was one of the most beautiful, wonderful, amazing, saddest days I have ever had in my life.

Apon recieving my little sister, I about lost my mom. Even though me and my mom have alot of fight, I really don't know what I would do without my mom.

I wanted to write about this because it was one of the biggest things of my life.

My life Cast.

Bestfriend: Her name is Red, She has been there for me whenever I have needed her. I trust her more then I have ever trusted any of my friends, she is one of the truest peope I have ever met. :)

Family: Piggy, is my little sister, she is so cute and adorable, she is one of the biggest parts of my life. Trouble, is my mom, me and her don't really get along, but I still love her.
Boo, is my little brother, a pain in my butt but i still love him.
RERE, is my other little brother, way worse then Boo but thats okay he is a cutie and I would do anything for any of them.
TY-TY, is my older brother, I don't see him to often anymore but when I do he is one of my bestfriends.

Then I have Blue, another big deal in my life, I love this boy, he has been by my side thorough a lot of things, and i am really glad i get to call him mine :)

Those are pretty much the biggest people i my life, I will be talking about them a lot.

Sam I am.

School, love, friendships, family and so much more. The everyday life of a female high schooler. The good times, the bad times, and the times that are not so pretty. Welcome to my life.